I am supposed to go into uni tomorrow. And present "my work so far" for a mid session review. I haven't done much thinking about it at all. I feel lost. I am sick of pretentious, conceptual thinking! I don't even feel I want to make art for the sake of art anymore. Everything I do or plan to do, just so I don't fail feels like a cop out sort of work.
So What?
I feel I've been forced to apply that to my thinking..
so you are going to take other people's photos and cut out the people from them..? so what?
exactly so what.
What do I do then?
Do I keep rolling around in creative-less puddles?
Did you know that the extent of my creativity these days extends to tidying walls of fabric and putting them in order by their colour?
I can't create.
I am a photography student that can't take good photos.
Who can't do anything properly.
Everyone is so much better then me. Younger and better then me. They have more money and more talent then I do.
I don't need any false re-assurance. I need to avoid failing.
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DIANA!!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? YOUR WORK IS FANTASTIC! SNAP OUT OF IT! AND YES I AM WRITING IN CAPITAL LETTERS WHICH REPRESENTS ME SHOUTING AT YOU!!! XXX
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